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read my profile sign my guestbook  Country: United States State: California Birthday: 2/8/1986 Gender: Male Occupation: Student Industry: Education/Research Message: message me Website: visit my website Member Since: 7/14/2003 |
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Hello everyone..its been a long haitus..and so much has happened...in my life...I wonder if people still read this...maybe i'll gain the will to write again...:;smiles sadly::.such a life I lead.... | |
A love song..sorry its been awhile....
I"ve been waiting The words I long to speak I've been waiting for so long I reach out, I try The feelings I want to feel I've been waiting for so long Before the first day break I've been waiting for so long
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I am sickened by the fact that theres no fat..or less than good looking people as heroes....I'm very sickened....it will all change....because..it has to....I want to start a new movement....in movies and literature...change must come.. | |
| I sit here all alone As the pain take over I can never be satisfied How can I say I love you My life, My love The pain is still here It lingers here within This worthless shell Carrying in my heart this sin I will burn in hell Alone... Why cant I Just be enjoyed... Why cant I Be glad of what I own Why cant I Get rid of this void Why cant I Just survive alone... All Alone.. The look in your eyes I have did what I tried not to do As my heart dies How can I say I love you Make you happy and make you smile It lingers here within This worthless shell Carrying in my heart this sin I will burn in hell Alone... Why cant I Just be sane Why cant I Just be satisfied Why cant I Get rid of this shame Why cant I Just die... The hurt in my heart The pain crawls into you It has split us apart How can I say I love you Be good enough And just need love It lingers here within This worthless shell Carrying in my heart this sin I will burn in hell Alone... Time cannot heal This feeling that I feel I cant tell anyone about this pain for I will hurt then And I'm to blame Forever I am cursed Cursed with this suffering As with my sins I'm sinking... The hurt in my heart The pain crawls into you It has split us apart How can I say I love you Be good enough And just need love It lingers here within This worthless shell Carrying in my heart this sin I will burn in hell Alone... | |
| Lost in the darkness Wanting to be found Loosened by the ignorance The blindness that I see If its blindness that I see Why cant I be blind to blindness Like the silence Wanting to be heard I want to be loved But even that is absurd I am waiting for you I am ready to be taken I want you, to love you I want you not to forsaken I am here within the dark I am free and lost in nothingness I want you to protect me from harm I want you to save me from loneliness There is something wrong with me It is almost as if I dont want to see My soul asleep for centuries My heart wants it to awake Only she can awaken it How can I if I am Sinking in this shit Like the silence Wanting to be heard I want to be loved But even that is absurd I am waiting for you I am ready to be taken I want you, to love you I want you not to forsaken I am here within the dark I am free and lost in nothingness I want you to protect me from harm I want you to save me from loneliness I want to love But I cant Like the silence Wanting to be heard I want to be loved But even that is absurd | |